God has taken me on an amazing journey these past couple years. 5 years ago I would have come to the AVN Show for entirely different reasons. It’s almost liberating for me to share my past experiences in the industry with the girls here and use it as a way to connect them to Jesus and His love and His grace.
Today I had a breakdown after applying makeup on a beautiful 18-year-old Porn Star who just started in the industry a few months ago. She was very excited to be at the convention and loved the energy and attention she was getting from the men at the show. Currently she broadcasts live girl on girl sex shows through an Internet porn site company that a friend introduced her to after her hours were cut working as a camp counselor for the Boys and Girls Club. She was hoping to hook up with other porn producers to expand her portfolio and dive deeper into the porn industry.
As I was listening to her story my heart sunk deeper and deeper as images of old, tired, broken, worn out women (like the ones we’ve seen walking around in their thongs and pasties for the past three days) entered my mind. How horrible would it be if this young, beautiful girl someday lost that energy, and that light in her eyes turned into an empty stare? Equipped with false eyelashes, stickers, a T-Shirt, and a bible with the logo “Jesus Loves Porn Stars” we sent her back out amongst the wolves, and I ran to the bathroom to cry, and pray!
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